This is a paid monthly newsletter, but if you would like to read it and just genuinely can’t afford the monthly rate, tell me and I will happily comp you. <3 The primary reason for having a paywall up is just to keep a boundary, making sure that only those that really want to be here, are the ones reading my words and the things I choose to share. It feels the the more I “differentiate/” become myself / am forming into my iiitty bitty little functioning part of the whole, the more personal I am. So the boundary is more than anything, a way of honoring that in myself.
These are words from the woman who invited me to the Costa Rica retreat — I’m transcribing them from a youtube video she put out a month ago, and which ended up being her spontaneous way of advertising for it. But I’m really struck by how similar her concepts, and sometimes even how literal the language, is to understanding the role of the personality in Design. To my knowledge, she just knows about HD as far as “how to make a decision,” so it’s just curious that she’s arrived at a similar place, but which came out of her personal experience in the world of healing…
“Human design, astrology, gene keys…
These are all great tools but there’s ultimately ever one thing that can bring us closer to ourselves.
… The infinite layers of woundedness and wounding, the fear, the ideologies, the paradigms… all these things that are held at the level of our personality, which is inherently flawed.
The personality is a word to describe the personal self, which is the ego-self, which is literally — to define the ego self, it’s your fragmented self, it’s the part of you that had to fragment itself down into this density dimension, away from Source, in order to experience duality, experience itself as a separate being —